9.05.2008

together, away from the world

56/365 Kurt Halsey, originally uploaded by fightoffyourdemons--.

I'm much better.
I hope it furthers in this direction.
I can't even blog about how I really feel.
That really distresses me to no end.
I pray for God's deliverance.


Gems:
rest
cupcakes
Kurt Halsey
hoagies
love

9.04.2008

hate to disappoint him like this

Greg Greg, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.

I messed up and I feel really horrible.

The only good thing I can see in all of this is that I don't have to wake up early to get to class. I can, instead, stay home and just get the work done that I need to do. I have some homework and I need to make sure that I get some letters of recommendation coming in soon. I'm just drained. The heat, the stress of work (still hasn't passed), school starting, scrambling to apply for the credential program, and PMSing... It was bound to happen. I don't like to see him hurt. I like even less that I was the one who did it to him.



Gems:
parking spots
returning books
Pita Pit pitas
Nicole
munchkin

9.03.2008

the power of prayer at work

Prayer is Powerful, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.


I added more to my prayer board.
I feel quite helpless.
I'm fine.
I just can't fix this.
Please pray for this.

Sorry for my ambiguity.
I love you.
It's just not something I want to share.



Gems:
Lily serenading me
getting a parking spot
Live Scan & love notes
afternoon napping
no more Nebel

9.02.2008

seemed to be tongues of fire

[100/366] Tat-Be-Gone, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.

Moved and enthralled by this verse, I purchased the Acts 2 jacket from SWC in 2007. I didn't fully understand the verse, nor did I fully comprehend how it would impact my life. Evangelism is not my gift and tongues will probably never be, yet this chapter seemed to call to me as I stared at the jacket still on the rack.

They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them... Amazed and perplexed, they asked one another, 'What does this mean?' Some, however, made fun of them and said, 'They have had too much wine.' Then Peter stood up with the Eleven, raised his voice and addressed the crowd: 'Fellow Jews and all of you who live in Jerusalem, let me explain this to you; listen carefully to what I say. These men are not drunk, as you suppose. It's only nine in the morning! No, this is what was spoken by the prophet Joel: "In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams."' -- Acts 2:3-4,12-17


I didn't adopt the ability to speak in tongues as I yanked the sleeves over my arms. Nor did I as I began wearing it everywhere I went... However, I did gain the confidence to speak out boldly and proudly about the faith I already had. It's great to wear a piece of Christian clothing... It's even greater to fully understand the basis for the verses and ideas represented in the clothing! Don't allow the clothes to speak for themselves... Allow the fire of the Holy Spirit to fall upon you and spur you into conversations with believers and non-believers alike! Research the verses and formulate your own opinions. Be a vessel for God's word instead of a mute billboard.

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WWW.JESUSBRANDED.COM



Gems:
graduation application
familiar faces
warm greetings :D
caring for Greg
hope for history 411

9.01.2008

i wish i were a minimalist

, originally uploaded by inspiringdecor.


It would make moving so very easy!
I threw away a ton of stuff though.
I'm pretty proud of myself.
Photos are my new memories!


Gems:
sleeping in
cereal
Clue
showers
Labor Day

8.31.2008

getting settled into the new

Day ??? - Frames, originally uploaded by margolove.


Put up photos.
Forgot to write.
Oops.



Gems:
church
noodles
laundry
decorating
moving out

8.30.2008

bye-bye my lovely beddy-bye

the new happy bed, originally uploaded by jek in the box.

It lays in pieces (and looks nothing like the photo). And I am, yet again, over this whole moving process. Thank goodness for Greg cuz I would have stopped trying a few days ago. Breakfast soon. More packing in the meantime!



Gems:
sleeping in
getting stuff done
throwing stuff away!
chatting with Big
RAIN!!

8.29.2008

i hate moving. you do it for me!

[207/366] In over my head, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.


I'd take the time to write, but I have to keep packing.

Not cool.


Gems:
last day of work
field trips
free pizza & bbq
Bruno
nerf?

8.28.2008

once i'm moved & ready to go

Prague, OK, originally uploaded by O!Rachew!.

I will get to my mountain of dirty laundry!

Moving tomorrow.
Bed and dresser for sure.
I sure hope a lot more gets moved...
But we'll see

Dozing off now. Goodnight.


Gems:
shower
early lunch
shorter day
dinner date
dancing to 80's

8.27.2008

i am now having a major crisis

..., originally uploaded by inspiringdecor.


How is it so easy to find photos of other apartments that inspire me, but SO difficult for me to pack up my current apartment and move out?!

I'm just exhausted.
I don't have it in me anymore.

Help.



Gems:
free Starbucks
no more Max
smooth transitions
not losing a kid
finally getting boxes

8.26.2008

... and then there were two

Empty Apartment, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.

Brandy moved out today.
I'm jealous.
She's done.
I have barely started.

[photo taken of my sister's old apartment, before moving in]


Gems:
bagels
great kids
health food
overtime
toys R us

8.25.2008

seattle, i see you in my future

city 7, originally uploaded by toomuchcoffeegirl.


And I can't wait.



Gems:
easy waking
staying in control
texting
seeing Greg
dancing

8.24.2008

He loved us so we could love

Orchid Bokeh, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.

God is amazing and I experience it in new ways each day!
Praise God for His incredible blessings!!


Gems:
early morning devos
packing & loading before breakfast
Crew Retreat video
shopping for Halloween
church with Greg

8.23.2008

meditating on God & His love

Looking at Greg, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.

It has been an incredible day and I can't wait for the time to share it with all of you! Look forward to it!! :D


Gems:
worship
quiet time
managing busyness
rest and NAPS
taking care of myself

8.22.2008

getting out and leaving town

Tree, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.


Going on Retreat.
Be back soon.



Gems:
Y kids
Josie & Max
ice runs
long drives
early sleep

8.21.2008

some old love notes & trinkets

vintage, originally uploaded by Breath of Life.

I found some old love letters and ticket stubs as I scrounged through my stuff. I've never thrown them away and never thought too much of doing so. As soon as I saw them yesterday, I couldn't fight the urge to trash them. And that's what I did.

Why hang on to old memories?
I'm not the me I used to be.
God calls us to move forward... not back.
That is what I intend to do.

I want new memories and new trinkets...
Here's to a whole new collection!


Gems:
looking forward
camp pranks
day of rest
cold-eez
dancing

8.20.2008

done with class and now i pack

Packing, originally uploaded by Marisposa.

As soon as I was through with my art class, I started packing up my apartment. Now that I've started, I've come to realize how therapeutic going through old things. I have started to throw away old trinkets. I don't need them. If there are important things to remember, I have pictures that I will always have on my computer.

I might also scan my old cards and keep the copies on my computer.

I need to condense my life. I don't have enough boxes.


Gems:
showers
80's Day
end of summer school
free movie
reconciliation

8.19.2008

paper mache is an evil thing

flowerbird - AVAILABLE, originally uploaded by flymissy.

Done with the project and it's only 11:45 PM!!


Gems:
good moods
great presentation
perfect grades
taking care of Greg
focused work

8.18.2008

considered to be lucky in love

art journal paper doodle, originally uploaded by oltremare.

Today was really a chain of one awful circumstance after another... and it was completely my fault. Oh well. The worst of it is over and I'm ready to get on with my day. I have one more layer to do on my paper mache whale and then I'm going to take the night off... from EVERYTHING!

I will meet up with Greg and go with him to Swing Huddle, but once there, I will not be dancing. I will rest. I'm excited really. I know it's pretty lame to travel to a venue to avoid the dancing altogether, but I just don't have it in me and Greg is going already.

Maybe I won't get to finish up the whale's belly after all.
I think Greg got out early.
LoL.


Gems:
finished projects
focused work
nice phone calls
time to rest up
checking to-do's

8.17.2008

i'm packing up my goodbyes

suitcases, originally uploaded by bubbo-tubbo.

I'm packing up goodbyes in suitcases and boxes.
Won't unpack them till I need them.
And won't need them until I pack once again.

It's been a long road and simply, I'm tired.
Exhausted and drained from each step out of bounds.
I'd love to wave as you drive down the road.
And a part of me will.

Just not the part that knows.


Gems:
Flood Staff
Greg
the OC
munchkin
naps