soma dispenser, originally uploaded by Idle Type.
I have some tendencies.
I organized the starburst candies into piles.
By color.
And then I ate one and folded it into a tiny flower.
Yeah, I'm that good.
Please, pray for me.
I need prayer this week.
p.s. Auditions for the role of my best friend will be held very soon. *sigh* Or you guys can just MOVE BACK!! :(
blessings
getting to work (even though I was 1.5 hours late)
the Jumper is safe
COMMUNITY
starbursts
friends
cicada wing, originally uploaded by Creature Comforts.A new fairy is born in Pixie Hollow
I love Disney!
blessings
book talks
school friends
schadenfreude
disney movies
statistics
paranoid (351/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.
But you take one anyways.
I am so glad that this is my last semester of classes.
Granted, I'm still freaked about whatever's next...
But I'm more annoyed by the mountain of work I have.
I have to read 135 pages from one book,
244 pages from another,
And a paper to write about something I know nothing about.
Boo.
This is why I'm not an English major.
blessings
church
loving family
friends
distractions
silence
Steampunk Wedding Cake (Full), originally uploaded by exoskeletoncabaret.
I feel relaxed.
Nauseous.
And congested (less so).
But good.
I took a day of rest.
My week begins tomorrow.
Starting with church in the morning.
:)
Mmm... church.
blessings
day of rest
a house to myself
time with Bru
making a few plans
church in the morning! :D
Beauty of statistics..., originally uploaded by Rhyt.
My midterm went well.
I'm exhausted and ready for bed.
I don't want go to sleep though.
I'm a fighter.
blessings
time to study
a good midterm
hummus pita
tv all day long
caroler rehearsal
Word Salad, originally uploaded by *Silihari*.
I'm getting sick.
I have the sniffles.
And I'm congested.
And have a headache.
Blech.
Time to study.
Yay, midterms!
blessings
relaxed morning
Dana
submarina
work
froyo with COMMUNITY
A day in the garden, originally uploaded by H a n n a h_.
So much reading in so very little time.
I also feel a bit of a sickness coming on.
I have another 3 or 4 chapters to read by friday.
Half of another giant novel this weekend.
But even bigger than that...
STATS MIDTERM FRIDAY!!
... if you couldn't tell, I'm a bit nervous.
blessings
more sleep than expected
easy-ish classes
getting reading done
selecting a topic
getting my caroler dress
"Donner can be such a jerk sometimes...", originally uploaded by Wellstone.
Sorry for the missing day.
blessings
being on time :D
seeing Dana at work
getting massive amounts done
great day at the office
caroler rehearsal
Don't Talk About Our Son, Martha, originally uploaded by gregeichelberger.
... but luckily, it goes along at a pretty steady/slow pace until it gets closer to the date. Yay!! I even got hw done DURING rehearsal tonight. :D
Now, it's time for bed.
Goodnight.
blessings
finishing my stats hw
making time for a shower
interesting stats problems
catching up with Terrizzi
first Traditions rehearsal
flood painting, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
Today will be a song, instead of a poem
(thanks to Melissa). Enjoy.
And I hope you have a blessed Sunday! :)
I know I need You
I need to love You, Lord
I love to see You, but it's been so long
I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
And I need to hear You
Is that so wrong?
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Now You've pulled me near You
When we're close, I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell you
All that I've done
Are You done forgiving?
Or can You look pass my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending
What I've become
What have I become?
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
I hear You say, "My love is over,
It's underneath, it's inside, it's in between
The times you doubt Me, when you can't feel
The times that you questioned, 'Is this for real?'
The times you've broken, the times that you mend
The times you hate Me and the times that you bend
"Well My love is over, it's underneath, it's inside, it's in between,
These times you're healing and when your heart breaks
The times that you feel like you've fallen from grace
The times you're hurting, the times that you heal
The times you go hungry and are tempted to steal
"In times of confusion and chaos and pain
I'm there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame
I'm there through your heartache, I'm there in the storm
My love I will keep you by My power alone
"I don't care where you've fallen or where you have been
I'll never forsake you, My love never ends
It never ends."
mmm, mmm
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
blessings
friends
late nights
sleeping in
photography... shooting pictures for Dana's sorority tonight. :)
flood nights
m+m single, originally uploaded by saucy dragonfly.
I made cupcakes today.
They're wonderful.
Homemade frosting.
Numbers written for each year.
I'm excited.... and late.
:)
blessings
days at home
playing like a kid
pulling weeds
baking cupcakes
the office w/ D
art for huruma, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
I've been feeling artistic lately. I want to put together some art pieces or get some good photography done. I need a focus for it though. Something that I will striving for, otherwise nothing will get done. As for now, I am going to try to focus on poetry, sharing a new poem each day. Who knows... maybe some I've written will leak in as well. :D
Oh, and Traditions starts Monday.
I'm looking forward to it.
Can you ask a baby not to cry?
can you ask a bird not to fly?
can you ask a flower not to bloom?
life without art is death after doom
life without movement still and content
worthless meaningless time is spent
idle just slumber just plain and bland
no strokes no pens or pencil in hand
no music no prose no blisters on toes
no broken hearted dancers no shows
only true artists understand and know
how life would be so grey and dark
life without love is life without art
rehearsals and go sees and cattle calls
no models no musicians at all
no mp3s or mov's nor any html
no lyrics lost no cds to sell
no beats no bangs no blues no rock
no jazz no reggatone no not
museum walls crying for frames
artifacts unknown fossil names
markers paint oil and lead
art cannot live if it is dead
Art is a baby waiting to be
nurtured and loved eternally
Art is a Rose in full bloom
Life without art is Death after Doom
blessings
poetry
pita with hummus
Surrogates with dad... great movie!
dinner with mom & dad
pink cows and pink drinks
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
I did something big last night.
Toiled over the wording and the format.
I pressed send, against my dreamer's logic.
And nothing has been sent back in return.
No confirmation of receipt.
No reply of any kind.
It's frustrating.
And I can't ignore it.
That would only makes things worse.
I'll keep hoping for a reply until monday.
Then I will have to face the music.
blessings
great coworkers
good check-up
yummy lunch
peaceful day
cheap dinner :)
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
It has only been a few days and I have much to learn about myself and my faith, but I feel at peace with a lot of things in my life that I knew prior. I forgot a big part of who I am and in turn, loss a sense of worth.
Something I believed before (but not as strongly) and I now believe more and more is that God doesn't have just one person that is meant to be your spouse. I think love and marriage is a choice; a choice made by each person to commit to the other, whether or not the time spent with them is always good or the spark of novelty or passion is present in the relationship.
Finding "the right one" does not magically flip a switch in you, making you capable of commitment and servitude. Finding "the right one" will not make you stronger, unless you make the effort to become strong yourself. More convincingly, finding "a right one" gives you the opportunity to practice commitment and servitude in a new way. Finding "a right one" will provide you with the foundation to grow alongside another, either building them up and in turn, becoming stronger, or becoming comfortable, causing you to become dull in will and faith.
If you are hunting for "the right one," it's quite possible, and highly likely, that what you need is to find "a right one" in yourself first. I will continue loving, trusting, and serving the people around me. I will not agonize over time spent without God as my center and guiding light, but commit to memory the feeling of relief and comfort when I returned. Now, when I meet and get to know a man, who I think may be "the right one," I will make sure he is "a right one," who knows what it means to fight for a relationship with me and, more importantly, with God.
blessings
no bills to drain my remaining $200
turning in finished homework
receiving an A on my math exam
the fifth head of cerberus
MY DADDY'S GENEROSITY (thanks for the soda & chips)
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
It was a good day...
until I found that I owe $30 to perform.
What the heck?
I might just drop out.
It sucks, but I really shouldn't be spending the extra money.
*sigh*
blessings
filing
lunch with Dana
putting in a full day of work
COMMUNITY GROUPTraditions taking it one day at a time.
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
Today was a good day.
I had time to do everything that I planned.
I'm still hoping to finish my poetry commentaries tonight.
Now, I'm going to eat some ice cream!
OH! And I got into Traditions!!
blessings
poetry circles
understanding stats
pasta and Fifth Head of Cerberus
finishing my math project
traditions of christmas
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
God has broken me down,
in order to build me back up.
I am giving it all to Him.
blessings
fripple-worship
God's grace
conviction
pizza!!
naps
Dana Doodle is my hero., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
My lovely sister made dinner tonight
and it was absolutely amazing!
I also had lunch with Dave today.
It was great to hear he is doing so well!
:D
blessings
sleeping in
brunch at marie's
catching up with Dave
time to rest
Dana
she had places to go (360/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.
Time to unpack some old poems.
My classmates were pretty receptive of the poem that was chosen.
Thank goodness.
But I really don't like one of the five poems that I submitted.
It is pretty awful really.
I am going to rework it or replace it for the final portfolio.
This should be fun.
blessings
waking up without an alarm
friday parking spots
poetry review
dad's smoothies
dancing at the Jam tonight
pick yourself back up (344/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.
I'm pretty sore right now.
From dancing, standing, and lifting giant binders full of paper. LoL. Who would of thought that filing could be a workout. I have begun my fast from red meats and mixed drinks for the month of October. I had a hummus bagel for lunch and spaghetti for dinner. Mmm!
Looking forward to resting tomorrow afternoon!!
blessings
early rise with bright attitude
warm morning shower
podcasts and music while filing
bagels... 'nuff said
GLEE!! :D
