7.20.2009

b l o o o o o o o o o b e r r i e s

Today's Harvest, originally uploaded by yoshiko314.


It was an awful kind of day today but, I had some lovely blueberries, watched my kids "graduate" from fifth grade, said goodbye to my master teacher, and submitted my teaching event. An awful, amazing day. :)

7.19.2009

i think He can... i think He can.

Black Dog, originally uploaded by *Firefox.


It is by God's hands and only by His, that I can complete this final obstacle. God be with me, for I am not wise or strong enough.

"For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength."
[1 Corinthians 1:25]

7.18.2009

leaving this money for the fish

Money for the Fish, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.


My dad likes this photo enough to hang up in the house. My mom wants to hang some photos taken by me, Greg, and Candace in the house. It's a neat idea and I'm excited about it happening. I am trying to buckle down and get some writing done. If I can tread water and survive the weekend, I'm home free. God be with me.

7.17.2009

wilbur proclaimed the winner

Wilbur the winner , originally uploaded by snugglemuffin.


"Get plenty of sleep and stop worrying."
[E.B. White]


MY WEEKEND GOAL:
Live and work to the max during the day, so I can sleep without worries at night.



This last assignment WILL get done.

7.15.2009

my second graders love me lots

tree hugging, originally uploaded by snugglemuffin.


It was absolutely wonderful to be able to see my babies after school today. I went over to Hancock as soon as the half-day of school ended. They all greeted me with hugs... and TONS of them!! LoL. I'm again excited about this whole process! Ha.

If I don't wake up with better eyes tomorrow, I'm not going in.
I'm just not enjoying myself... at all.

7.14.2009

a sudden bad day gone worse

..or lack thereof, originally uploaded by Tony Logan.


Just when you thought it was all over...

When I woke up this morning, my eyes hurt more, looked worse, and only got worse throughout the day. It was awful.

I got home and just started crying.

My dad make an appointment with the family ophthalmologist and drove me up to see him. It turns out that the medication prescribed to me on friday caused an allergic reaction in my eyes. It was awful and I hope to never go through it again. I have new meds and my eyes will soon be healed. Thank You, God!

7.13.2009

with a few of my art supplies

Art Supplies, originally uploaded by cellissimo.


The kids will spend the week working on social studies projects... and I will spend my nights working on the teaching event. I'm a little nervous about the prompts that frustrate me but I'm sure they can get done. That's what matters, right? *sigh*

Now, back to the kids. :)

7.11.2009

like james and his giant peach

James and the Giant Peach , originally uploaded by snugglemuffin.


I want to get away.
I am eager to move to Seattle.
Before this, I wasn't on the cusp of finishing.
Now that I'm just about done with school, it's all I want.
Well... not all I want...
But it's the only thing I want in which I have any say in the matter.

I have at least one more semester, with math classes.
After that, however, I might be moving into a Seattle loft to live.
Everything you choose has a certain consequence.
I pray that God will guide me in my decision.

7.10.2009

enjoy a relaxing day of sleeeep

DAY 90 OF 365, originally uploaded by corkaborka77.


I have conjunctivitis.

Also known as pink eye.

Lame. :(


On the up-side, I got to leave school early. :)

7.08.2009

i am a very, very sad little egg

russian doll, originally uploaded by snugglemuffin.


*sigh*

tired.
red eyes.
really bad skin.
nausea and congestion.

it's been a long day.

*le sigh*

7.07.2009

i love free tuesdays at the park

Red Orchids, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.


I had a nice relaxing day at Balboa Park today.
Tomorrow the kids lose their Mini City.
Instead, they will be learning how to do Sudoku.
I'm hoping that they don't throw too big of a fit.

:)

7.06.2009

facing chaos of field trip life

May 19 outfit 2, originally uploaded by Midwest Jess.


Ick. It's tiring to say the very least.
Field trip all day.
Got lost driving there.
Had a fun time looking at the museum.
I was already tired by the end of it.
Stopped by State to drop off library books.
Went to class from 4:30 - 8:00.
Dinner from Pita Pit.
A couple hours with Greg.
Home to watch Secret Life.
Long and tiring day.
I'll take it.

:)

7.05.2009

i'll shop until i have dropped

28.05.2009, originally uploaded by CherryKitty.


I found a new shopping site.
It searches the internet for clothes,
brands, sizes, and prices FOR you.
I love it. It's wonderful. :)

If you want in, let me know.

7.04.2009

happy independence day

Red, White & Blue, originally uploaded by Alan Henry.
It was a great day!!
I hope to have many more like it.

It was great to see Lauren, Verona, and little Lily and Maia!

:D

7.03.2009

7.02.2009

dressed for the Forth of July

02.06.2009, originally uploaded by CherryKitty.


I wore my flag shirt to school today.
As the last day before the holiday weekend,
I found it to be appropriate.

My teaching stint is over for now...
So I should have ample time to get my TE done.
Let's hope. :)

7.01.2009

dress up to meet the parents

daily wear 03-11-09, originally uploaded by Darling Dexter.


Zamorano had a Celebration of Art/Open House tonight.
I put on some nice jeans and heels to meet the parents.
Only 10 or 11 showed up.
I hope I made a good impression.

... field trip tomorrow... Jack in the Box.

6.29.2009

ladies an' gents, the game is on


I got another extension.
I am almost done.
I can't wait!!



p.s. I LOVE YOU, GREGORY!!!

6.28.2009

His loving embrace surrounds

scritch, originally uploaded by simple moth (taking a break).

Life is precious.
Hold it close and don't let go.

Since I am not in a position to enjoy it now,
I hope to complete my work efficiently.
I wish I didn't have to do any of this,
But since I'm here, I guess I'll so the best I can.


As soon as I'm done with this chaos,
I will be taking my time again...
Enjoy the day.
Reading more.
Stopping to just listen.
Listen to God.
Listen to my heart.
Listen to those around me.
I will surround myself in the comfort I'm missing.
I will find my way back to Him.
That time will be here soon.
Hardly soon enough.

"We do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised."
[Hebrews 6:12]

6.26.2009

my eyes are tired & bloodshot

Lake Effect, originally uploaded by Chicago Home+Garden.


How adorable would it be to live HERE?!
*lust*

As for my workload.
I still have a lot...
To get done for tonight.
I feel so lame for being unable to stay up and work.
Stupid sleep... always getting in the way!!

... finished the Science CAT at 9:30 pm and turned it in. Now onto the SS CAT...

6.25.2009

homework, boooooooooooooooo!

lotusland is cool, originally uploaded by fleur_delicious.


I'm ready for vaca.

I need to get this CAT written tonight... and another this weekend. Then I have to complete my resume and cover letter to submit on monday. I'm tired. I might take a nap. Heh.

I fell asleep last night.
I will need to take extra precautions this time.

6.24.2009

another task is now completed

it's almost spring, originally uploaded by fleur_delicious.


I did it.
I made it through the day.
A short day, but still.
My TE is officially filmed.
I now must complete the first lesson for SS.
First, I should write up the reading lesson for my supervisor.
After I get those two things done...

SCIENCE CAT TERROR!

Blah!!


Thank you, God!

6.23.2009

only one more chance to film


I didn't do too much better today.
I felt like I had, but I am still behind the curve.
My master teacher is actually taking over writing.
She says that I need more modeling to know what I need to do.
To top it off, I'm behind in my SS CAT and Science CAT, BUT I cannot focus on either right now, because I have to fix the TE lesson for tomorrow... Again. I still have to complete the first SS lesson, just in case I end up teaching it tomorrow.
I'm tired.
I'm frustrated.
And I have to leave my house between 6:50 and 6:55 tomorrow.
It's been difficult enough trying to get out of the house by 7:10.
I need sleep.

God be with me.
Amen.

6.22.2009

another day just didn't go right

crazy patterns, originally uploaded by fleur_delicious.


I'm feeling a bit out of sorts today.
I taught a crap lesson on video.
I have to rewrite the lessons for the next 2 days.
Still need to finish up my SS unit too.

I can do it.
I can do it.
I can do it...

6.21.2009

remember: mind over matter

bookworm, originally uploaded by fleur_delicious.


Exactly one month.
One tedious and slightly painful month.
I can hardly handle it.
This week will be difficult, but I CAN do it.
I can, I can, I can!!
I need to revise my Science unit and write the commentary.
It's due this thursday.
This tuesday, I'm meeting with my professor to review my SS unit.
I haven't yet began to write it down.
In addition, I need to finish writing and revising the 3 lit. lessons.
I'm teaching them tomorrow.
Just one month of this heck more and I'm free.
Today I'm ONE with my books.
Free.

6.20.2009

helping boyfriend before i work

photography, originally uploaded by bee hives.


I love taking photos.
I'd rather do that than anything I'm working towards right now.
Therefore, I went out to help Greg take photos for his class.
Now, I have a mountain of work to do.
I just hope I finish everything.

:(

6.19.2009

knee-length skirts and tights


I wore tights to school today.
I need to get more of those.
I also wore a skirt and my mom's cardigan.
It's a step toward the look I want to wear when teaching.
I can't wait until I am done with all of this.

p.s. Dancing was good. Now, no more fun!

6.18.2009

i could wear anything i want...


... if I only had good flats and a cardigan.

I don't have many nice tops and the collar of the only shrug I own was bleached when I got my hair bleached. *sigh* I think I'd feel more confident if I could dress the part.

I'd also LOVE to wear colored, fun tights! :)

6.17.2009

adventures in avoiding scurvy

Orange (365/340), originally uploaded by JenniPenni.


I'm feeling a million times better today.
Who knew that all I needed was a good drink? :)

I got to listen to the retirement speeches after school today.
It was refreshing and uplifting.
I hope to bring this into the classroom.

:D

6.16.2009

it feels like a really short year

[133/366] A Criminal?, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.


I started dating this man a year ago.

No regrets.

He is the love of my life.


We had dinner at the Olive Garden, I drank too much, went back to his place, watched a little tv, and I fell asleep. Now I'm home. Ready for bed.

6.15.2009

i cried in front of my students


I miss this sort of happiness...
I miss second grade.
I miss Charlotte.

5 more weeks.
I'm counting down.

:(

6.14.2009

greg let me play sims today

29/365, originally uploaded by suzypuzz.


It was great.

I still have work to get done now,
but it was really nice to focus on something that DOESN'T determine how the rest of my career and life will fair. *sigh*

July 21st.... PLEASE come...
or AT LEAST July 13th, when all of my projects are in!

6.13.2009

hate having to take these tests


I hope I pass.

But I did get to see Lil Sis, which totally made my day! :D


... the double date with my parents went well too. :)

6.12.2009

i'm trying to relax for tomorrow

eggy in a basket, originally uploaded by jen.sydney.


I am taking the RICA tomorrow.
I hope I'm ready.
*sigh*

Prayer's welcome.

6.11.2009

this is me on any normal night

049/365 i~ball~n it, originally uploaded by vnessa.


Tonight is not normal.

I did nothing but rest, after getting back from science class and spending an hour and 45 minutes at the library. Oh, and if you haven't already, be sure to check out the comedian stylings of Demitri Martin. I love his show, Important Things with Demitri Martin.

And I'm signing out for the night.
I MUST be on time for teaching for the rest of the semester!!

6.09.2009

a bird in the hand is better...

hand.delivered, originally uploaded by annamariahorner.


... than 2 in the bush, right?

I just finished one of the two assignments that I've been trying to complete for a while now... One more.

6.08.2009

native americans vs. pioneers

The West as America: Reinterpreting Images of the Frontier, 1820-1920," an exhibit at the Smithsonian Institution's National Museum of American Art, has become the latest target in the assault on "politically correct" thought by longtime conservatives, onetime radicals and academics enamored of campus life before the advent of large numbers of women and minority students.

Critics accusing this show of being "P.C." have once again wrapped themselves in the mantle of intellectual liberalism, while accusing their opponents of political indoctrination and thought ... [Fighting for the West]


I am using a lesson plan, on this subject, created by the Smithsonian. If everything turns out well, it should be a good lesson, with a lot to offer the students. Now I just need to get out and find children's literature to teach to the class for the bulk of the lessons! Yay.

6.07.2009

... wrong words seem to rhyme


It's the perfect time of day
It's the last day of your life
Don't let it drift away
While your heart is still racing
It's the perfect time of day

And you wont feel a thing
And you wont recall anything at all

Close your eyes and take your last breath
Press your head aside, the end is the beginning
Everyone between is so lost, so lost.

Let your colors collide
The time is so right
I keep running behind
But I know your meaning
You love to fall

The perfect time of day

6.06.2009

my birthday ipod touch cake

Ipod touch cake, originally uploaded by ccyhan.


I got my birthday present from Greg today. It was exciting. I now have the ipod touch... I think I deserve some cake now! :D

6.05.2009

i'm getting so frustrated... AH!!

[84/366] Na na na na na..., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.


I don't mean to do it, but I did it again!
I was late getting in the gate at school today.
My master teacher has now given me a time to be in the classroom.
It sucks when you have an on-time deficiency.
Boo.

6.04.2009

it's gonna change my world


Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world

6.03.2009

chillin out, relaxin' all cool

Wedge Booties, designed on The Fashion Show.

These shoes are absolutely adorable, designed by Johnny!
He was the winner and he really deserved it...
If they didn't cost $255, I would be all over them!!

PRAISES:
getting just enough sleep
making it through the day
completing another lesson
time to watch a movie
TAKING A SHOWER!!

6.02.2009

i am feeling the AIR pressure!

..., originally uploaded by Mandy~Gill.


I am still hung up on the changes and final assessment for tomorrow and the end of the unit. *sigh*

p.s. I was unable to pull the all-nighter last night. Heh.

6.01.2009

study til you can't study no mo'

retro (365 day 35), originally uploaded by JenniPenni.


I think I'm going to just pull an all-nighter.
I have to edit my science lesson plan and finish the unit.
I also have to complete the unit overview for social studies.

If I can get that done with enough time, I'm hoping for a shower.
It's all I really want right now...

Oh, and sleep.
Sleep would be really nice.