Do you want to go to the seaside?, originally uploaded by becaboo.
I know that I do.
A peaceful trip to the ocean.
Time away from the mundane.
Any good friends want to join me?
I miss you and want to see you.
I love you all so much.
Do you want to go to the seaside?, originally uploaded by becaboo.
I know that I do.
A peaceful trip to the ocean.
Time away from the mundane.
Any good friends want to join me?
I miss you and want to see you.
I love you all so much.
Okay, shoot away., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I'm excited and frustrated at the same time, trying to edit this story that was peer-reviewed this morning. I thought I'd easily fix it tonight and move on to write the next thing I have on my mind. However, I have arrived at an impasse. I fix a few things, get annoyed by the wording, and rest for a bit. I'm still getting it done, just not very quickly. And I'm becoming more and more worried that I might not ever get to the next works. If I get to them, it will be awesome... and don't you forget it!!
It always hopes (065/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.
He Loves me, He Loves me not.
1 Corinthians 13: 4-7
Love
is
patient,
love
is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not
proud. It is not rude,
it
is
not
self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record
of wrongs.
Love does not delight in the evil but
rejoices in the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always
perseveres.
I know that He loves me.
red nails, originally uploaded by cannelle-vanille.
Mmm... Christmas is at my fingertips...
Rehearsal tonight was fun.
I'm looking forward to the Holiday season! :D
Fly, originally uploaded by igor.shmel.
Whos In Whoville, originally uploaded by gregeichelberger.
I wonder which wig I will be wearing... Yes, I will be a Who in Traditions. So will that entice more people to come and see me perform? I'd love to actually have friends come to see what I've been working on for months!
In order to get away from the computer, I will not be posting a very long blog today. I want to just get some reading done for class and spend time in the Bible. If I feel so inclined, I may come back and add a bit more, but don't count on it. :)
DQ-Live-detail2, originally uploaded by DanielleQ.
His best friend died tonight.
All I could think to do was offer a hug.
I got locked in the warehouse after rehearsal.
I cried.
It's been a rough night for me.
Aroma Coffee | Wall Art | Round 2, originally uploaded by PatrickFore.
I'm on a bit of a coffee high, thanks to Coffee Bean's holiday give-away today. I love it. I just went in and asked for a peppermint mocha coffee drink. Mm... The holidays.
I would love to begin tackling the topics I mentioned earlier this week, but honestly, they're irrelevant to me right now (minus the technology one, which I hope to write about at the end of the week). I don't feel sad, or lost, or broken, or confused. I feel... happy.
God has blessed me in incredible ways!!
Goodnight and amen. :)
I am posting late, because I just got home from an amazing night of dancing. It's amazing how much more fun you can have when you're in a good place.
I spent my morning sleeping in, eating eggs for breakfast, and doing a bit of dishes. I took off around 10:50 to get my car fixed and what was supposed to be a 45 minute job, turned into four hours. But I didn't mind at all. Actually, I didn't even notice that it had been that long. I wasn't hungry because the eggs really held me over and I was busy correcting and commenting on two peer writings. Once I finished with those, I started reading the Watchmen, so I've read the first chapter. It was really great to get things done.
Once home, I said goodbye to my parents, who left for the evening, and did a few things on my computer before finishing up the dishes, doing laundry, and completing my statistics homework (which was an utter bear!). It feels so good to get it all done and tomorrow, I will concentrate on typing up the commentaries and the poetry review I went to last week, as well as study for Friday's stats quiz. I felt accomplished and ready for a reward, so I went out to the Firehouse.
I miss dancing and tonight was the perfect night to get back into it. Mind you, I was exhausted after staying in sick for two weeks, but I didn't hold back and the dances were fantastic! I want to get out as much as possible and I ought to do it now, before the show really starts to pick up!
. : .
As for God's stirrings in my life, today, as you can probably see, was a complete blessing. I stayed in high spirits. I was very productive. And I had plenty of time to spend with Him. Before my day started, I got up and read my Bible. Something that I read last night and again this morning was Luke 4, which tells the story of Jesus avoiding the Devil's temptations. It reminded me of all we have been talking about at church and in community group. Jesus was able to delay gratification in order to acquire a greater gift in return.
It's as simple as that.
Why don't you have sex? God says not to... No! God has something greater in mind for me and I don't want to miss out on that, if it ever presents itself. So, why aren't you out dating? Well, I want to... No! I am waiting for the person God has for me and feel no need to hurry the process by seeking him out.
It's not about what I want or how I feel right now. It's about the long-term effects of the decisions made now. That includes the intentions behind what it is that you choose. I have been making "right here, right now" decisions and I am taking necessary steps to reverse that!
Any thoughts, comments, recommendations? :]
4th Sunday: Let it go from here, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
091031-Cedar01, originally uploaded by DanielleQ.
So this weekend, my church is participating in a fast, from food or anything else that by abstaining would bring you closer to God. I am giving up television (yes, that includes episodes or clips from the internet) and music. Now, music is not bad to me at all, but in order to hear God, I want to remain in silence as often as I can, thus no music.
I am always thinking and today wasn't any different, but for some reason it felt more important, more significant. I have down lately (as you know) and the past few weeks I've been sick and run-down. It could be that I feel so broken or just because I'm so emotional as of late, but either way, I have thought of a few topics that I would like to blog about this week:
BabyHat-Grow-Cedar, originally uploaded by DanielleQ.
Wow.
There are a lot of life-changes happening for those around me. My cousin just got engaged, friends are planning weddings, and even some pregnancies. It's exciting, encouraging, and a bit disheartening. I am growing... I hope... I just pray that my hopes and desires are from God and will come to be in God's timing. In the meantime, I need to find something I can fight for. Direct my path, God.
No Photos, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I remembered to get the blog up for the day prior but not the present day. Oops. I didn't do much. Edited photos, hung out with mom, and relaxed all night. All in all, it was a good day. :]
Tangled Web, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I spent my afternoon with this pretty lady.
Didn't even realize that my blog was ignored.
Oops!
Laura, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I am so thankful that we met.
I'm so blessed to be brought together when we were.
She has eased my heart in many ways.
This is my honoring of her.
Thanks.
p.s. It's Sesame Street's birthday. Happy 40th! :)
[262/366] Framed Artwork, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I love my Lil Sis.
That's all I care to share with you all today.
My Lil is amazing and I love her.
:)
Miss you, Lil.
paranoid (351/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.
I now have a raspy sick voice.
I'm hoping to get well soon.
Heh.
breakfast time, originally uploaded by marla_sea.
I totally love daylight savings time!!
I woke up earlier than my alarm and felt totally rested!
Had breakfast at 9... a steak sandwich... told you we made up.
And I left for school, to be late as usual... LoL.
The only thing I have to complain about is this HORRENDOUS cough, which is earsplitting and throat-scarring! I'm eager to be well.
I've been tagged! 16 random things about me., originally uploaded by naughtonlucy.
I felt dead all day and just didn't notice that I never stopped to blog. I wasn't able to worship with Frippleville, due to the sickness. However, I got a big homework assignment done and really enjoyed my extra hour of sleep. LoL. Even though I thought I was late when I woke up. I had a great night out watching movies on Halloween and spent most of my Sunday watching tv, because it was the only thing I had enough energy to do.
Btw, I have reconciled with meat... Mmmm....
he's a halloween cat and he knows it!, originally uploaded by Hot_Boxer.
And happy birthday to my mommy!
:D
lullabies, originally uploaded by Chrissie White.
I feel horrible today.
Missed two classes.
I hate feeling so sick...
:(
mood board: a fall wedding, originally uploaded by Creature Comforts.
Winter always treats me well.
I love the crispness in the air right now.
It feels like it did during Spring Break in Seattle.
I miss it really, so this was a nice change.
Went dancing tonight.
GREAT dances.
I hope to get out dancing again soon.
blessings
waking w/o an alarm
doing fairly well on an unexpected exam
getting a decent grade on a bad paper
having time to dance
Cesar :)
Flower Girl, originally uploaded by chelsiefrancescowedding.
I saw Lily today... Lily, Maia, Runi, and Miguel.
I visited before heading over to community group.
It was so nice to see the girls so grown up!
I've really missed that family.
blessings
sleeping in
getting to work early
lunch with Dana
visiting the Steen family
GAME NIGHT!!
Invader Zim Piggy and GIR bento, originally uploaded by kickintheheadcomic.
I have always been told not to play with my food, but I can't say that I won't be tempted to try this with the Brussels sprouts that my dad just purchased today. Mmm... Brussels sprouts (did you know that that is how you spell it?! I didn't. Weird).
Today was stressful.
I'm not quite sure how I feel about it at all.
I'm going to do my best to get a bit more work done tonight and tomorrow, so I can pull out of this stressful load that has been building up. I done with the hardest parts, so I just need to keep going. *sigh*
blessings
skipping classes
starbucks oatmeal
finishing what i set out to do
carolers rehearsal
gleeeeeee!!
Solomon and Kait 5450, originally uploaded by ohtoberich.
More dancing.
Good times.
Chance, originally uploaded by ohtoberich.
Sorry if I don't update for a few days.
I am going to LA for the weekend.
Just nervous that I won't be able to get work done.
*sigh*
blessings
getting a decent night of rest
feeling rejuvenated
talking about literature
finding books for my topic
going blues dancing... :]
The Time Machine, originally uploaded by orangedude_2004.
I would travel to a week from now,
read my paper for the thesis,
and come back to write this paper.
I have never changed an idea for a paper so many times!
I just hope this is a good one.
Laundry is going.
Movie is over.
Need to pack for the weekend.
I want the paper to be the furthest thing from my mind.
Merr.
blessings
sleeping in
finishing projects
getting to work on time
finding a new lunch place
discovering my new fave movie!
chic for cheap: art inspired, originally uploaded by Creature Comforts.
I'm at my wit's end really.
My anxiety level was so high yesterday,
causing me to shut down completely.
I have a ton of things to get done
and instead of making even a little progress,
I completed half of a hw (early) and stopped.
Can you believe it?
Instead of doing any of the 3 or 4 late things,
I do the one thing that is not in a time crunch.
Oh, well.
I went to the library today
and got six different books for my paper.
That alone was a pretty big part of the process.
I have the short story I will use for comparison.
I have reread the section of the book I'm focused on.
I have books that pertain to my basic topic.
I do not have a anything typed.
I do not have a clear idea on how to get started.
I do not have a freaking thesis, nor can I think of one.
Why did I take a 600 course again?
In a topic that I am pretty unfamiliar with?
Oh, yeah, to be stretched.
I guess I should be careful with the number of stretches I do.
I hope I'm able to focus and get work done tomorrow night.
I need to get a lot done before the weekend.
I will be in LA for the Blues event.
In other news,
I got to talk to Candace today.
I am also feeling better in general,
but I am still tired
most of the time.
blessings
my guilty pleasures
friend in the war zone
understanding stats
talking to Candace
friends at rehearsal! :D
soma dispenser, originally uploaded by Idle Type.
I have some tendencies.
I organized the starburst candies into piles.
By color.
And then I ate one and folded it into a tiny flower.
Yeah, I'm that good.
Please, pray for me.
I need prayer this week.
p.s. Auditions for the role of my best friend will be held very soon. *sigh* Or you guys can just MOVE BACK!! :(
blessings
getting to work (even though I was 1.5 hours late)
the Jumper is safe
COMMUNITY
starbursts
friends
cicada wing, originally uploaded by Creature Comforts.A new fairy is born in Pixie Hollow
I love Disney!
blessings
book talks
school friends
schadenfreude
disney movies
statistics
paranoid (351/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.
But you take one anyways.
I am so glad that this is my last semester of classes.
Granted, I'm still freaked about whatever's next...
But I'm more annoyed by the mountain of work I have.
I have to read 135 pages from one book,
244 pages from another,
And a paper to write about something I know nothing about.
Boo.
This is why I'm not an English major.
blessings
church
loving family
friends
distractions
silence
Steampunk Wedding Cake (Full), originally uploaded by exoskeletoncabaret.
I feel relaxed.
Nauseous.
And congested (less so).
But good.
I took a day of rest.
My week begins tomorrow.
Starting with church in the morning.
:)
Mmm... church.
blessings
day of rest
a house to myself
time with Bru
making a few plans
church in the morning! :D
Beauty of statistics..., originally uploaded by Rhyt.
My midterm went well.
I'm exhausted and ready for bed.
I don't want go to sleep though.
I'm a fighter.
blessings
time to study
a good midterm
hummus pita
tv all day long
caroler rehearsal
Word Salad, originally uploaded by *Silihari*.
I'm getting sick.
I have the sniffles.
And I'm congested.
And have a headache.
Blech.
Time to study.
Yay, midterms!
blessings
relaxed morning
Dana
submarina
work
froyo with COMMUNITY
A day in the garden, originally uploaded by H a n n a h_.
So much reading in so very little time.
I also feel a bit of a sickness coming on.
I have another 3 or 4 chapters to read by friday.
Half of another giant novel this weekend.
But even bigger than that...
STATS MIDTERM FRIDAY!!
... if you couldn't tell, I'm a bit nervous.
blessings
more sleep than expected
easy-ish classes
getting reading done
selecting a topic
getting my caroler dress
"Donner can be such a jerk sometimes...", originally uploaded by Wellstone.
Sorry for the missing day.
blessings
being on time :D
seeing Dana at work
getting massive amounts done
great day at the office
caroler rehearsal
Don't Talk About Our Son, Martha, originally uploaded by gregeichelberger.
... but luckily, it goes along at a pretty steady/slow pace until it gets closer to the date. Yay!! I even got hw done DURING rehearsal tonight. :D
Now, it's time for bed.
Goodnight.
blessings
finishing my stats hw
making time for a shower
interesting stats problems
catching up with Terrizzi
first Traditions rehearsal
flood painting, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
Today will be a song, instead of a poem
(thanks to Melissa). Enjoy.
And I hope you have a blessed Sunday! :)
I know I need You
I need to love You, Lord
I love to see You, but it's been so long
I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
And I need to hear You
Is that so wrong?
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Now You've pulled me near You
When we're close, I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell you
All that I've done
Are You done forgiving?
Or can You look pass my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending
What I've become
What have I become?
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
I hear You say, "My love is over,
It's underneath, it's inside, it's in between
The times you doubt Me, when you can't feel
The times that you questioned, 'Is this for real?'
The times you've broken, the times that you mend
The times you hate Me and the times that you bend
"Well My love is over, it's underneath, it's inside, it's in between,
These times you're healing and when your heart breaks
The times that you feel like you've fallen from grace
The times you're hurting, the times that you heal
The times you go hungry and are tempted to steal
"In times of confusion and chaos and pain
I'm there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame
I'm there through your heartache, I'm there in the storm
My love I will keep you by My power alone
"I don't care where you've fallen or where you have been
I'll never forsake you, My love never ends
It never ends."
mmm, mmm
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
blessings
friends
late nights
sleeping in
photography... shooting pictures for Dana's sorority tonight. :)
flood nights
m+m single, originally uploaded by saucy dragonfly.
I made cupcakes today.
They're wonderful.
Homemade frosting.
Numbers written for each year.
I'm excited.... and late.
:)
blessings
days at home
playing like a kid
pulling weeds
baking cupcakes
the office w/ D
art for huruma, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
I've been feeling artistic lately. I want to put together some art pieces or get some good photography done. I need a focus for it though. Something that I will striving for, otherwise nothing will get done. As for now, I am going to try to focus on poetry, sharing a new poem each day. Who knows... maybe some I've written will leak in as well. :D
Oh, and Traditions starts Monday.
I'm looking forward to it.
Can you ask a baby not to cry?
can you ask a bird not to fly?
can you ask a flower not to bloom?
life without art is death after doom
life without movement still and content
worthless meaningless time is spent
idle just slumber just plain and bland
no strokes no pens or pencil in hand
no music no prose no blisters on toes
no broken hearted dancers no shows
only true artists understand and know
how life would be so grey and dark
life without love is life without art
rehearsals and go sees and cattle calls
no models no musicians at all
no mp3s or mov's nor any html
no lyrics lost no cds to sell
no beats no bangs no blues no rock
no jazz no reggatone no not
museum walls crying for frames
artifacts unknown fossil names
markers paint oil and lead
art cannot live if it is dead
Art is a baby waiting to be
nurtured and loved eternally
Art is a Rose in full bloom
Life without art is Death after Doom
blessings
poetry
pita with hummus
Surrogates with dad... great movie!
dinner with mom & dad
pink cows and pink drinks
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
I did something big last night.
Toiled over the wording and the format.
I pressed send, against my dreamer's logic.
And nothing has been sent back in return.
No confirmation of receipt.
No reply of any kind.
It's frustrating.
And I can't ignore it.
That would only makes things worse.
I'll keep hoping for a reply until monday.
Then I will have to face the music.
blessings
great coworkers
good check-up
yummy lunch
peaceful day
cheap dinner :)
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
It has only been a few days and I have much to learn about myself and my faith, but I feel at peace with a lot of things in my life that I knew prior. I forgot a big part of who I am and in turn, loss a sense of worth.
Something I believed before (but not as strongly) and I now believe more and more is that God doesn't have just one person that is meant to be your spouse. I think love and marriage is a choice; a choice made by each person to commit to the other, whether or not the time spent with them is always good or the spark of novelty or passion is present in the relationship.
Finding "the right one" does not magically flip a switch in you, making you capable of commitment and servitude. Finding "the right one" will not make you stronger, unless you make the effort to become strong yourself. More convincingly, finding "a right one" gives you the opportunity to practice commitment and servitude in a new way. Finding "a right one" will provide you with the foundation to grow alongside another, either building them up and in turn, becoming stronger, or becoming comfortable, causing you to become dull in will and faith.
If you are hunting for "the right one," it's quite possible, and highly likely, that what you need is to find "a right one" in yourself first. I will continue loving, trusting, and serving the people around me. I will not agonize over time spent without God as my center and guiding light, but commit to memory the feeling of relief and comfort when I returned. Now, when I meet and get to know a man, who I think may be "the right one," I will make sure he is "a right one," who knows what it means to fight for a relationship with me and, more importantly, with God.
blessings
no bills to drain my remaining $200
turning in finished homework
receiving an A on my math exam
the fifth head of cerberus
MY DADDY'S GENEROSITY (thanks for the soda & chips)
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
It was a good day...
until I found that I owe $30 to perform.
What the heck?
I might just drop out.
It sucks, but I really shouldn't be spending the extra money.
*sigh*
blessings
filing
lunch with Dana
putting in a full day of work
COMMUNITY GROUPTraditions taking it one day at a time.
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
Today was a good day.
I had time to do everything that I planned.
I'm still hoping to finish my poetry commentaries tonight.
Now, I'm going to eat some ice cream!
OH! And I got into Traditions!!
blessings
poetry circles
understanding stats
pasta and Fifth Head of Cerberus
finishing my math project
traditions of christmas
kenya africa, originally uploaded by p r o m i s e.
God has broken me down,
in order to build me back up.
I am giving it all to Him.
blessings
fripple-worship
God's grace
conviction
pizza!!
naps
Dana Doodle is my hero., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
My lovely sister made dinner tonight
and it was absolutely amazing!
I also had lunch with Dave today.
It was great to hear he is doing so well!
:D
blessings
sleeping in
brunch at marie's
catching up with Dave
time to rest
Dana
she had places to go (360/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.
Time to unpack some old poems.
My classmates were pretty receptive of the poem that was chosen.
Thank goodness.
But I really don't like one of the five poems that I submitted.
It is pretty awful really.
I am going to rework it or replace it for the final portfolio.
This should be fun.
blessings
waking up without an alarm
friday parking spots
poetry review
dad's smoothies
dancing at the Jam tonight
pick yourself back up (344/365), originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth.
I'm pretty sore right now.
From dancing, standing, and lifting giant binders full of paper. LoL. Who would of thought that filing could be a workout. I have begun my fast from red meats and mixed drinks for the month of October. I had a hummus bagel for lunch and spaghetti for dinner. Mmm!
Looking forward to resting tomorrow afternoon!!
blessings
early rise with bright attitude
warm morning shower
podcasts and music while filing
bagels... 'nuff said
GLEE!! :D