01.02.2010: Evan P., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I get to see all of my newly made blues dancing friends tonight and I really couldn't be more excited!! I've found it very difficult to eat all week, just because I've been so eager to dance. It's bizarre. Either way, I need to get up and move around, try to stretch and massage out the knots in my shoulders, and eat.
9 pm.
You're not that far away!! Eeeeee...
Love for Dior, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I miss my Little D. I can hardly wait to be reunited with my love for lunch. Since we are both pretty broke-face, we are bringing our own bag lunches to meet. Pretty ghetto, if you ask me, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I better go back to sleep, before I pass out during our date (my parents needed a ride to the airport early).
Portland Lindy Exchange, originally uploaded by evrimgallery.
After a very long night out, I slept in and went to work late... after having lunch with Dana. It was a pretty nice set up. I am not going in to work tomorrow and instead, I am taking my parents to the airport in the morning and meeting up with Lil D for lunch.
I am SO pleased with the amazing dances over the past two days... It just keeps getting better! I can't WAIT for Fusion this weekend!!
Andrew, originally uploaded by ohtoberich.
After tonight, I don't think I'll ever be able to miss Henry's Pub again. It was just too good. However, more blues scenes would certainly be appreciated. I just love it so much that I get frustrated waiting to do it! Heh.
I am a Princess., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I'd rather be kissing frogs.
I don't know if I want to date any time soon.
I need a break from boys.
*sigh*
01.02.2010: Cesar G., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
So I got home safely from LA, went shopping with my mom, and went to see Sherlock Holmes with Cesar. How great is this photo?! I love it. It's just too perfect. Now, to continue with my Resolution. :D
Day 343 | Scared Fingers, originally uploaded by ir0cko.
The purpose of life is not whether you or I is correct, but that we can express ourselves and influence one another, while retaining some sort of respect and decency towards one another. I just cannot handle condescending, disrespectful conversations. I was good and removed myself from the entire discussion... kinda. It's complete BULL, in my opinion (of which I'm entitled to), so I do not desire to hear more from his side. Arguing hurts my heart almost as much as the condescending words spewed forth, but I can only stay cool-headed for so long before I must concede entirely. *sigh* Yay, 2010.
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[115/366] Jamba wins..., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
So a new year is about to begin and I must say that this one has been a doozy. I think I can safely say that this was the hardest, most stressful year I have had to date. I am stronger for it and I look forward to applying all that I have learned to a bigger and better future! As for that project that I mentioned earlier, I talked to Doodle about it and we have worked out a few of the kinks that were muddling up the concept.
I intend to take a photograph each day of 2010 and each month will follow a new theme or technique. The first month will be portraits. I hope to take a portrait of a new person each of the 31 days and then ask them where/how they see themselves ten years from now. The little blurb of an answer will be posted with the photo onto flickr. These photos will be taken with my dad's Nikon, as often as it is made possible (not possible for the next 2 days, since I'm in LA), so that I can have higher quality photos in my portfolio.
One final detail about the photos that I will be posting is that I am allowing myself time to process the photos before posting, just in case I want to do any special treatments to the photos for a month. The extra time will be limited, however. I have until Saturday each week to get that week's posted. I may end up posting all seven that day, but it will be far less daunting than the need to get one done every single day!!
I'm excited. This WILL be a good year, Lord willing. :)
Soo-prise!, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I spent my day at work and then at dinner with the Waterworths and Lieders. What I'm saying is that I was FAR too busy to update... apparently. LoL.
Heart Leaf, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
I want to start a new photography project.
I guess I have about 2 days to decide.
I would like to make it a 2010 project.
It may even be slightly different from month to month.
What do you think?
Any ideas?
Tea, originally uploaded by igor.shmel.
My mouth doesn't really hurt.
But it itches like crazy!
I just can't wait for this to wear off.
In the meantime, I'm not drinking soda.
I'm not too crazy about that either.
*sighhhhh*
Kelly Dalman, originally uploaded by Kelly Delight.
I'm still enjoying the Christmas season, since I'm stuck in the house all day with nothing to do but ice my face and eat whatever I can. I've been watching Christmas movies and episodes all day long. LoL. My mouth feels pretty good actually, which I'm happy about, but I crave EVERYTHING around me, even things I can't eat yet. I just can't wait for these holes to close up! Ha!!
p.s. The gorgeous lady in the photo above is Angela's sister. She's gorgeous, right?! I love it. And with that, I will again say... MERRY belated-CHRISTMAS!! :D
wise, originally uploaded by chattycathy7575.
My teeth have been removed. I didn't even think to ask for a view of them after it was all done. I'm pretty sleepy, but nothing too bad. I'm just looking forward to the soup that I plan on eating soon.
p.s. The most annoying part is the blood. Merr.
candy cane marshmallow, originally uploaded by cannelle-vanille.
I was too busy scarfing all that I could before my surgery tomorrow. Just know that I love you all so much. You are blessings in my life and I couldn't ask for much more. All my love and God bless!
[269/366] Scarecrows, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Runi, Miguel and Lily,
This is the time to reflect and give thanks for the many things that Christ has made possible for our lives. I want to thank you for opening your home to me and allowing me to be a part of your lives. I loved every moment there, even when I was struggling through schoolwork. Runi, thank you for the conversations and pep talks to get me through those rough days. It was something I often came home looking forward to. Miguel and Lily, thank you for sharing your toys and always making me smile. Miguel, I hope you continue with your artistic projects. They're inspiring. I hope to continue to watch as your two girls grow up. I am eager to see how the Arts manifest in their lives as they have in the lives of you two. Thanks again.
Feeling God's blessings,
Lauren.
I *heart* Bruno., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Bru,
You are always here for me, loving on me, and curling up next to me when I need you most. Thank you for always staying true to yourself, while growing out of the more annoying habits that you used to have. We are a lucky family to have such a sweet puppy as a part of our family. Keep playing, keep offering kisses, and keep wagging your tail.
I love you,
Lauren.
Sisters, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Carole,
I miss you so much and wish you were still here. Actually, I was thinking about it and I think you should move back to California. I think it's just a better place for you. Come on... You know you want to! Either way, I hope you stay away for too long just because the parents are coming to visit. They aren't us (Dana and me). And we miss you. I hope this Christmas season has been a blessing to you and David. And I hope that God will bring us back together some time soon. I love you.
Your doting niece,
Lauren.
Don't Talk About Our Son, Martha, originally uploaded by gregeichelberger.
Fellow Cast-mates,
I am so thankful to be a part of such a wonderful production. I am overwhelmed by the kindness and support I have felt, throughout the entire process. I had to email my teacher tonight to explain that I overcommitted and have yet to find the time to write this paper that still hangs over me. Instead of being disappointed about the failure to complete a class, I cannot deny the blessings I feel when I think about the message we're sharing and many ways I have felt that message impact me through this show. Thank you for being there for me, whether it was a car ride to keep me company, jokes told in the quick change room, comforting words spoken to calm my anxieties about school, or a passing smile as we sing our hearts out to Traditions. I love you guys and cannot imagine a better way to spend her Christmas holiday! THANK YOU!!
Many blessings,
Lauren.
Dana, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Dana,
I am so excited for you, little sister!! You are TWENTY-ONE today and I hope you have an amazing time in Vegas celebrating this milestone! I love you so much... your smile, your laugh, your mellifluous voice, your slammin' dance skills, and your genuinely upbeat attitude! You are an inspiration to me each and every day and I am so lucky to call you my sister. You are a strong, confident, twenty-one-year-old soon-to-be-engineer! Always remember to make time to rest and never stop writing and playing music. I love you so much, Doodle!
Your admiring older sister,
Lauren.
Aquarium Fun, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Grandma,
Thank you for supporting me all of these years. Through CYT performances, Show Choir performances, college (in general), the credential program, and now, my CCT performances. It was so great to be able to look out into the audience and know that you're watching. I truly appreciate all that you have done for me over the years and it's always exciting to be able to share some of that with you as well. I look forward to celebrating Christmas with you this year, as we do every year. It wouldn't be the same without you. Thanks again.
I love you,
Lauren.
{Week 33} Darkness, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Darkness,
Self doubt,
Uncertainty,
Insecurity,
Darkness,
Satan,
Leave me. Free me from your chains and allow me to choose the path I prefer. The path towards security. Brightly lit and reassuring. I want God to reign in my life. I want His peace and love to overwhelm me. Right now, it is difficult to see that path and I pray that I am able to find my way back to it. Please, loosen your grip on my life and allow me to find the comfort I so desperately need. I rebuke thee, Satan. Leave this place.
Thanks in advance,
Feeling helpless.
Poison Ivy on the Attack., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Mom,
Although it may not always seem so, you really do inspire me. I am glad that I learned from you to face things head on and to find new ways to approach things that I am uncomfortable with. I love you and I hope that I am able to take advantage of my time at home, once school and shows are through. Thank you for all that you have done for me and the things that you have taught me. I use them more than you could know. I am so lucky to have such caring parents, who love me even though I receive F's from time to time. ;)
Your doting daughter,
Lauren.
To Write Love On Her Arms, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Flood Community,
Thank you for holding me up and pushing me past the many hardships that I have faced over the past four years or so. In no way has it been easy, but with the amazing friends I have made through the various Community Groups, I feel prepared to face the world. Thanks to all the people of PLNU, Flood College, and now, Tierrasanta, for sharing with me, caring about me, and continually making me smile. God has blessed me with this church, this community, these friends.
All my love,
Lauren.
Lauren, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Lauren Grace,
You always know how to make me smile and I am so blessed to have you in my life. I truly don't know where I would be today if you weren't there to help me through high school and much of college. You shine a light in my life and comfort me, even when I am unknowing of the need. It was wonderful talking to you today and I hope it won't take another cheating accusation to make it happen. I miss you dearly. If you are really unable to stay here as long as was planned, I intend to make the very best of your time here. Until then, you are always in my heart and often in my thoughts.
I love you, Goob,
Lauren Frances.
Omega House Unite!!, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Ladies of ADX,
I am so blessed to have you all in my life. I am awfully sad that I cannot see you more often, but tonight was such a blessing. I love seeing your shining faces and hearing the various stories about your lives. Congratulations to all the new Actives. Cherish your time as an active part of the sorority and make time for your sisters in Christ! Pearl, congratulations on the pregnancy. I cannot wait to see the plethora of photos online come June! I love all of you and hope to come to visit more often.
May God bless your Holidays,
Pebble Beach.
tree, originally uploaded by voldеmort.
Dear Readers,
While preparing for this wonderful season, please remember the reason for all of it. Why do we celebrate, but to worship and honor Christ with our giving actions. I have the incredible fortune to be in the Traditions of Christmas this year and it is an amazing reminder each and every time I am up on that stage. I am near to crying whenever we do the Nativity at the end (although the smoke may play a part in that as well, heh). I couldn't imagine a better way for me to be spending my time!!
May you all have a Happy Christmas,
Lauren.
Best of Friends, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Candace,
My love. My sweet. Move back to San Diego... just until I finally get my butt up to Seattle! It's not the same without you here. And now that I'm finishing school, I'm going to have all of this extra time, with which I won't know what to do. Direct me. I neeeeeeeeed you! I do hope that you come down to see my show at least. I miss you and I want to have lunch or dinner with you sometime soon (before or after a show, maybe!). I hope life is treating you well. Always remember that I am here for you and more than happy to drive to see you, including New Years. Hang out with me on New Years!! ;)
Your long-lost bestie,
Lauren, Pebbs.
Hottie with a brella., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Verona,
I cannot stand it... it has already been too long since I've last seen you! Come and visit me, please. Finals are almost over and you can come to see Traditions. We could grab something to eat afterwards! I want you to know that you will always be a rock in my life and I will be there for you, whenever you need me. I am so excited to see the person you become, to see the amazing things you will accomplish, to see God's love shine through you in new and amazing ways. I love you (if you come see my show... jk).
May God's love always direct your path,
LauLau.
We Are Santa's Elves, originally uploaded by gregeichelberger.
Michelle and the rest of the Caroling Women,
Thank you for keeping me in your prayers. Although it may not be apparent by my constant studying/working/flailing about, I really am feeling at ease about the amount of work ahead of me. I am still unfinished with my paper, but I now know what I will be writing, so I can get started this weekend. What I have been doing, however, is get ahead on the rest of my work. I love every second that I get to spend with all of you. You are all incredible people, with an apparent love for Christ. Thank you for pouring into me and blessing my Christmas season!!
Love and blessings,
Lauren.
Laura, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Laura,
I am so appreciative to have you in my life and it couldn't have happened at a better moment in my life! Thank you SO much for being there for me when you BARELY knew me... You have no idea how much you have really helped! I look forward to getting to know you and the rest of the group more, as the year progresses. I miss you all dearly and cannot wait to see you again. I guess the good news is that the show is opening and everything is going well. I hope you have a fantastic holiday season. May you feel God's presence and blessings in your life this season.
God bless,
Lauren.
[54/366] Put a Little Love..., originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Big Sis,
I cannot express to you enough times how much I really miss you. When I look back to the times when I felt most safe and most grounded, I was with you. You have been an amazingly strong rock in my life and I couldn't have grown as much as I have without you by my side. Thank you for never giving up on me, for pushing me to be a better person, and for being my best friend. I love you and I hope to always remain in touch, even if we live in different houses, cities, or states.
All my love.
A sister helps, trusts, and loves,
Your Lil Peebs.
You can push me out a window, originally uploaded by cortnie dee..
Cortnie,
I love that you are always so upbeat and positive. Your comedic ways are a comfort to many and I am so thankful that Angela (and CCT, I guess) brought you into my life. I look forward to performing with you and praising God through this Christmas celebration. May He be with you during this time crunch, helping you through any difficulties as they may arise. See you tonight!
Much love and many blessings,
Lauren.
{1/52} -- 4: This is my life, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Dear God,
This is me attempting to get back to my roots. To find my way back to You, although it seems as though my body fights it more now than it ever did before. Thank you for leading me to worship with the kids this morning and allowing me to see their enthusiasm and trust in You, God. Help me to gain that back. Faith like a child.
Your stubborn and lost servant,
Lauren Frances.
Dana and Dayna, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Dayna,
I spent a bit of my time today editing the pictures that I took on Thanksgiving. I just couldn't get enough of the photos I snapped of you. Your eyes and your smile light up a room and I am so appreciative to have you in my life. Your optimism and enthusiasm is contagious and I pray that God continues to work through you in order to bless others. Continue to seek Him and His path for your life. And know that I am always here to help you, with ASL projects or anything else you may need! I love you.
Your sister from another mister... and lady,
Lauren.
I *heart* Carl, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Carl,
I am so glad that we are able to perform together in Traditions. It has truly been a blessing seeing you, chatting with you, and sneaking in a few dances here and there. Since our schedules are going to be so over-loaded soon, we might even have to start dancing backstage, between scenes. Otherwise, I may not be able to dance at all. LoL. Thank you for being such a good friend. I appreciate all the blessings you have given me!
Lindy hoppers for life,
Pebbles... erm, Lauren.
Lady Madonna - teaser!, originally uploaded by cortnie dee..
Angela,
I am so glad that God has brought me to this place, surrounded by cheer and love, even when I find it difficult to see amongst the irritations. I love seeing your smiling face and feeling your welcoming embrace upon arrival. Too often I get caught up in the small nuisances of the day-to-day and I'm glad to have someone close by the keep me grounded and shed light on the many blessings around me. Thank you for all you do for me and those around you! Oh, and congrats on the newest update!! :D
Your fellow Caroler,
Lauren.
Dad & Me at High School Graduation, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Dad,
You have been a great help to me this year, even though the most difficult obstacles. We haven't always see eye-to-eye, but as of late, I think we've become closer than we ever have been. Although it's always difficult to move back in with the parents after years away, the time spent at home has given me a second chance to reconnect with you. I love our conversations about Farmville, Science Fiction, and food. I love you, Dad.
Your loving daughter,
Lauren.
{Week 23} Breakfast with my Lil, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Lil Sis,
I love you. I miss you. You mean so much to me and I'm sad that I never get to see you. I cannot explain to you how wonderful it was to receive all of your texts this evening. I hope you write again... and often! I hope you blog again, for that matter. I am so excited for your baptism, even though I couldn't be there? Where was it, by the way? I really hope you take advantage of my discount to see Traditions and I hope you are actually in town after Christmas, so I can see you. And talk to you. And share stories about my messed up life with you. Even that sounds fun when I think about the fact that I will be able to share with you again. I am so proud of all of your growth and the amazing light that I have seen shine through you. I know that you are going to do wonderful things and I would gladly be a part of your life again. Please, fight for our relationship. I won't stop.
I love you.
A sister helps, trusts, and loves,
Your Big.
hidden, originally uploaded by sam desantis.
I am sick of being sick.
Sickness, be gone.
Pleeeeeeease.
hand cut chips, originally uploaded by mwhammer.
Oh, delicious goodness...
I will miss thee.
To support/celebrate with my little sister,
I am giving up chips and fried potatoes for
TWENTY-ONE DAYS...
My lil' sister is almost 21 years old!! :D
The ol' Cider Mill, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
Spending the day with my aunt and sister.
I'll be in Julian having WAY too much fun!
Yaaaaaaaaaay!
Went to Dana's last night.
Went overboard.
It was fun, but I'm still reeling.
I'm done for a while.
Phew.
Originality, originally uploaded by orgutcayli.
I am so thankful for the wonderful
family and friends that are active in my life!
I LOVE YOU!!
Secret, originally uploaded by Char-la-la.
I love me some vampire.
Unable to post due to the late night viewing.
I am officially in love with the Saga again.
Mmm... It feels so good to be home.
Eat that, Big Sis!! ;)
MBB-1071, originally uploaded by Steve Losh.
Sorry I couldn't stop to write.
Work.
Rehearsal.
Dance.
It was a full and prosperous day!!
leaf, originally uploaded by That Guy Who's Going Places.
Today was an amazing day.
I'm not even sure how it was.
And I'm so glad that it was!
Last day of classes for a week.
Time to revise my story.
Rehearsal tonight and tomorrow.
Time to read the Watchmen and Hyperion.
Spending my days with family.
A chance to breathe and sleep in.
The holidays and giving thanks.
I have much to be thankful for! :D
Bruno, originally uploaded by perkyNbLue.
... a bit better than the rest of the week days.
It's so uplifting to spend time with God and to see friends.
I also got to have lunch with my parents today.
I am really looking forward to this week.
For now, however, I'm going to spend time on my critiques and the reading that is due tomorrow... while watching Twilight. I need to get the spark back... and I don't have time to read it again. I hope this works... even a little! :D
crunch. crunch., originally uploaded by rachel.am.
Thanksgiving is upon us
And I can hardly wait.
May I just say that today...
was the best day of rest in a long while!
Mmm... I have some marvelous editing and such to do Sunday.
Short school week coming up. Yay!
New Moon, originally uploaded by mkvanderlofske.
I was out all day.
I saw New Moon.
I'm not attached
to the characters
at all anymore,
so it was
less than exciting.
I'll just have to see it again.
