summer, and then some...

I have a TON of things coming up that I'm extremely excited about! I will be working with the Flood Kids this Sunday morning and I may take over as the teacher after the summer (or so it looks right now). So, I get to work with the first and second graders as the teacher's assistant... I'm assuming, since I haven't heard exact details. This is something that I have been looking forward to doing for a while now and I can't wait to get in there!

One of these things is something that I have already begun. I was cast in the CCT musical, the Sound of Music, as a Novice Nun. We started the rehearsals two weeks ago and we already have a ton of music memorized. The amusing thing to me is that I had never seen the movie until last Sunday. I didn't realize how small my part as a nun was until I saw it but it's cool because I get to start out with less pressure. Now, I just have to make sure that I have everything that we've learned so far memorized! LoL.

I just got the call this morning that I got the job at YMCA Mission Valley. I will be working at the Toby Wells location with the Challenger program (6-7 year olds). I already know that I will be missing their very last week of camp, due to school, but I'm trying to find out if I will be able to join them after my classes on their last day possibly. In preparation for this, I have to take CPR training and get First Aid certified, as well as a Lifeguard certification. I also have three full days Camp Staff training, one of which I can't make all of because it's on Sunday. I won't be getting paid very much hourly but I will be working so much that I will make more with this job than I have any other summer! That's definitely a nice thought. So, I will use this as something to soothe me down from all my uncertainties about being outside, in the water, and playing sports. Have mercy!

The week after the YMCA camp ends (even though I won't be able to be there that last week, due to school), I start rehearsals for My Fair Lady! I will be in the Female Chorus and a Featured Dancer!! I'm actually really excited about doing this show, because I will get the chance to be in the show more and in a show that I like a LOT more! Opening night is October twentieth, so I will be in the middle of school the entire time, but I am going to work hard to ensure good grades for all of my classes.

A week after rehearsals for My fair Lady begin, I will start my Friday classes at SoCo CYT as the Our Gang teacher again. So, I will get to work with the 6 and 7 years olds again, and I can't wait to be able to work on dances and skits with them again. These two hour sessions will only be for ten weeks and I will have a good month to finish up school without any distractions. This is looking like an amazing year!

twentieth

JUST ONE MORE DAY.I am really looking forward to turning twenty years old... finally. As my twentieth year comes to a close, I can't help but feel relieved and anxious. In one sense, I will be able to say that I am no longer a teen. I am finally rid of the "teen" lable of "transition" and "change." A little recap of the teen years: 16: can drive a car. 17: can watch rated-R movies. 18: can be charged as an adult for crimes, but barely legal. 19: not an adult, but no longer "barely legal." Obviously, my life will not drastically change the second I turn twenty, but I have improved many aspects of my life leading up to this new chapter! I am working hard in classes, spending time doing things beneficial to my well-being, attending church again, reconnecting with Christians, performing off and ON stage, and trying my best to approach life with a positive attitude! I am not simply satisfied with the things that have changed in my life, rather I will continue to work hard and be strong enough in my faith to grow closer to God no matter what challenge I face. I hope to show the world the amazing love He has for each and every person of the World by demonstrating it in myself. I will never be perfect but with this foundation that grows stronger each day, I have a great place to start!

♥ Lauren

the girls of ADX

Neophytes: Refounders
Alpha: Doughnut Class
Beta: Peanuts Class
Casey Jean "Schroeder" Pintaric Chan - Advisor
Gamma: Rebels
Delta: Rainbow Class
Epsilon: Sesame Street
Julianne Marie "Elmo" Morper (my great [x6] grand big)
Zeta: Mouseketeers
Eta: Pooh Corner
Theta: Muppets
Iota: Princess Class
Kappa: Flower Class
Kristin Leigh "Apple Blossom" Sauter (my great great grand big)
Lambda: Jamba Juice Class
Mu: Gem class
Melissa Eve "Sunstone" Travis
Kimberly Lynn "Ruby" Moran
Nu: Butterfly Class
Melissa Beth "Olympia Marble" Schwab (my grand big)
Christina Renee "Anise Swallow Tail" Nyberg
Lauren Cathryn "Juniper Hairstreak" Fraracci
Xi: Cookie Class
Dara Jean "Lemon Drop" Keesey
Dana Patricia "Aloha Chip" Conklin
Naomi Leigh "Thin Mint" Wiegand
Omicron: Breakfast Club
Jaqueline Marie "Kix" Lewis
Josie Serafina "Cheerios" Kelley
Heather Kaye "Honeycomb" Despol
Cristal Marie "Cinnamon Toast Crunch" Cicco
Pi: Las Vegas Class
Heather Maureen "Excalibur" Dresch
Emily Kate "Flamingo" Nickerson
Kamar Elyse "Venetian" Chafi
Christa Judith "Mirage" Aldama
Lindsay Mikel "Bellagio" Campbell
Heather Renee "Tropicana" Thornton
Candace Brittany "Luxor" Voget
Rho: Travel Class
Alison Lee "Monaco" Hunter
Sarah Ann Marie "Italy" Leahy (my big sis)
Sigma: Sports Car Class
Ginny Marie "Ferrari" Johnson
Mattie Caitlin "Porsche" Smith
Brittany Marie "Corvette" Clark
Lauren Anne "Mustang" Horwitz
Anna Marie "Maserati" Elder
Esther "Miata" Kim
Megan Margaret Theresa "Eclipse" Garcia
Cynthia Yvette "Jaguar" Hernandez
Melissa Mailan "Mercedes" Ermatinger
Johannah Marie "Avanti" Copeland

this is the next generation

I've been watching Star Trek all day. I love Captain Picard and Lt. La Forge. They're the best! Hee. Alright, that's plenty nerd-talk for now: I realized that I haven't been updating this journal at all over the past month. So much has happened, which is partially the reason there hasn't been time to update. I have been pledging the Christian sorority, Alpha Delta Chi, for a month and a half now.

I love the girls that are a part of the organization and it has changed my life SO much already. I am beyond stoked to see all the great things that come out of this. As of recently, I am the only pledge and I will have to do things without the help of anyone but my big sis, Italy, and my grand big, Olympia Marble. I'm sure I'll be able to get some help from others as I go along, but I don't want to be too dependant on it, so I won't be dissappointed. As for now, I am just getting the memorization done that I still need to do and I am relaxing as much as possible before I go back to the stress of school.

Over the last weekend, I went with my mom to Hollywood, Santa Monica, and La Habra, for the Hart Competition. Music Machine, Sound Unlimited, and Main Attraction were simply amazing. I loved it. It was really nice to just spend some quality time with my mom and now, I'm spending this week hanging out with my dad at home. I hardly get to spend time with my parents anymore, so it's really comforting to get to be with them. Alright, mushy stuff is over and done with. I can't wait for my sister to meet the ADX girls. We might be able to go over to the sorority house tomorrow. Hopefully, I will get myself into gear and make my way over there tonight, even though Dana can't go tonight. I really want to start hanging out with the girls more.
God bless.

pass the chronic

WHAT?!

-cles of Narnia!!

^{tis the season:} Elle's Advice to Single Girls

1. Give thanks that you are single.
"Falling in love is sublime, and making a commitment can be profoundly satisfying. But even the best of relationships requires sacrifice - and being in a rotten one can suck all the sweetness out of life." What this boils down to is you're not in a bad relationship, which gives you a better chance for a "divine match."

2. If you build, he will come.
"Stop trying to make men like you. You can't do it." Make goals for yourself and your own life and work steadily towards all of them. "Spend your time making you like you." This may or may not make you "more attractive" to guys, but it will make you feel better about yourself and who you are without a guy.

3. Make peace with you cat-lady scenario.
"Instead of the tear-jerking house-dress-and-cats tragedy," think of the things you could do if you don't get married. You could "move to Paris," write a best-selling novel, or tour the world with a platinum album!! These are all things that are much more likely to happen only if you didn't get married.

4. Be scientific.
"Love is magical, it's a mystery, it's fate. Whatever [...] It's statistics. And the odds are overwhelmingly in your favor." Statistics show that a mere 12% of all women will never marry. Of these women, many are gay couples or couples simply cohabiting. "If a walk down the aisle is what you want, your number is coming up."

5. Embrace uncertainty.
"You don't have any idea whom you might love or who might love you. Stop being such a control freak." You cannot predict the future or control it by making lists of criteria that your "future husband" must live up to. So let loose, have fun, and let life happen to you!

6. The importance of being earnest.
"You will never die as a result of letting a man know how you feel about him." He may not say it back, or turned off, or plain mean... All of which are good things to know!! "Say what you want. There's no shame in wanting to love someone." On the other hand, if you find yourself pushing guys away, it's alright if you're not ready for "coupledom."

7. Get a boy friend.
"Even when a man isn't really attracted to a woman, he still wants to have sex with her." This is why it's a good idea to have a "single, straight, male friend [...] They can make you feel desirable without the actual mess and stress of casual sex." When they tell you that you're beautiful and you'll meet someone soon, "you can actually believe them because, well, they know what boys want."

the abc's

Available: yes, I'm single and no, I'm busy reading for classes.

Best friend: Lauren, Mick, and Jeanele

Crush: I don't even know anymore... there was a boy named Ben at the party last night who was really cute though... It's easier to focus on the people I don't know.

Desire: to find a guy willing to call me his girlfriend, and treat me as that

Easiest boy to talk to: Mick

Favorite band: Matchbox Twenty

Gummy bears or gummy worms: those gummy Peachie Rings!!

Hometown: Bonita, CA

Instrument: Guitar, but I can't play anymore

Kids: I love them!!

Longest car ride: all of the trips to Arkansas when I was younger

Milk flavor: I don't drink milk

Number of siblings: one sister, Dana

One wish: to be happy

Phobias: solitude, falling, spiders, clowns, and dolls

Quote of the moment: "You may expel us, gentlemen, by your votes, today; but, while you do it, remember that there is a just God in Heaven, whose All-Seeing Eye beholds alike the acts of the oppressor and the oppressed, and who, despite the machinations [scemes] of the wicked, never fails to vindicate the cause of Justice, and the sanctity of His own handiwork." - Henry M. Turner (September 3, 1868)

Reason to smile: friends, family, and music

Song that you last heard: "A Summer in Ohio" - the Last Five Years

Time you woke up: I think I finally got up around 1pm... I wasn't feeling well

Unknown fact about me: I've never been in love

Vegetable you hate: onions

Worst habits: I'm a picky eater

X-rays you've had: who cares? Nothing critical

Yummy food: mashed potatoes and barbequed foods

Zodiac sign: taurus

a is for apple

I'm currently at the Apple Store, using their internet connection, while my dad wanders around checks out all of the cool toys. LoL. I feel like a bit of a nerd for doing this, but I just don't feel like walking around at random. Some of the things that I still need to get from Apple are: scanner, iSight, and a speaker set for my iPod mini to sit in. The only thing that I really need is the scanner though. I have used the scanners of two or three different people in the dorm, just in the past semester! Kinda sad if you ask me.

Another thing that I've been talking to my dad about today is the cyber green convertible Voltzwagon bug. That car is just beautiful and I mentioned it to my dad about a month ago (maybe less). He informed me that the cyber green color may not be used anymore in VW's because this year's new cars didn't include the color. Lame, I know, but I'll live. The weird thing to me was that he brought it up all on his own. Maybe he's actually thinking about what kinds of cars I like and might get. Woo hoo! However, he's totally ragging on me about the convertible thing... I know I probably won't use it too much, since I hate the sun and all, but the two-tone look with the cyber green and black looks awesome! Hee.

Okay, I feel like an über dork now, so I'm going to end this and maybe wander around a bit. It'll be good for me and since my dad has already lined up two buys so far, I had better keep a watch on him. He might just buy the whole store if he's left here long enough. Signing out.

♥ Lauren ...

annoyed

I'm done trying to stay in touch with people who just don't care. There is one person in particular, who has just been extremely aloof and never seems to actually care... that is what's really getting to me. I cried on his shoulder and thought he actually cared about how I was doing. I was wrong, but I'm just going to do my best to get over it. I only have two or three more days until I'm back in the dorms, so I'm waiting to spend time with my friends on campus. I am actually looking forward to starting over with my roommates this semester. I'm going to approach it with a much better attitude and an optimistic outlook. I hope that I can be accomadating enough to them so I can receive the same from them. Moving on, wish me luck with registration tomorrow. I have been checking up on my classes on a regular basis and moving things around according to the open seats in the classes. I have given up on a LOT of classes and there are NO open seats in any of the Sign Language classes so I don't know how well I'm going to do. I am planning to crash three different sections of the class already. The first day of classes is just going to SUCK for me. I will be in classes from 10am till 5pm. Absolutely dreadful, I know. After I register for my classes, I'm going to go shopping and get out some of this frustration... Beauty and the Geek has helped already.

101 sexiest bodies

101. Paris Hilton (Herself on "The Simple Life")
100. Kim Cattrall (Samantha of "Sex in the City")
099. Jesse Metcalfe (John, the gardener, on "Desperate Housewives")
098. Jennifer Love Hewitt (Amanda in Can't Hardly Wait)
097. Gael García Bernal (Julio in Y Tu Mamá También)
096. Diane Lane (Constance in Unfaithful)
095. Ray Fiennes (Chris in Maid in Manhattan)
094. Emmanuelle Béart (Claire in Mission: Impossible)
093. Ashton Kutcher (Kelso of "That 70's Show")
092. Keira Knightly (Domino Harvey in Domino)
091. Gwen Stefani (Jean Harlow in The Aviator)
090. Sting (JD of Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels)
089. Lucy Lui (O-Ren Ishii of Kill Bill)
088. Johnny Depp (Willy Wonka of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory)
087. Jessica Biel (Mary in "7^th Heaven")
086. Seann William Scott (Stiftler of American Pie)
085. Bai Ling (Miss East in Wild Wild West)
084. Jude Law (Alfie of Alfie)
083. Madonna (Eva Perón of Evita)
082. Colin Farrell (Alevander of Alexander)
081. Catherine Zeta-Jones (Velma of Chicago)
080. George Clooney (Danny Ocean of Ocean's Eleven)
079. Natalie Portman (Padmé of Star Wars I, II, and III)
078. Matt Damon (Jason Borne of Borne Identity)
077. Vanessa Paradis (actress/singer wife of Johnny Depp)
076. Jason Scott Lee (Bruce Lee of Dragon: the Bruce Lee Story)
075. Jennifer Garner (Sydney of "Alias")
074. Shahrukh Khan (the Indian Tom Cruise)
073. Brooke Burke (host of "Rock Star: INXS")
072. Daniela Kosan (the first runner-up for Miss International 1998)
071. Ryan Phillipe (Sebastian of Cruel Intentions)
070. Cameron Diaz (Mary of There's Something About Mary)
069. Michelle Yeoh (Mameha of Memoirs of a Geisha)
068. Virginie Ledoyen (Françoise of The Beach)
067. Enrique Iglesias (singer, "Bailamos")
066. Jennifer Aniston (Rachel of "Friends")
065. Sabrina Ferilli (model)
064. Sienna Miller (Nikki of Alfie)
063. Kate Beckinsale (Anna of Van Helsing)
062. Hugh Jackman (Wolverine of X-Men)
061. Anna Kournikova (tennis superstar)
060. Tyra Banks (host of "America's Next Top Model")
059. Demi Moore (Madison Lee of Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle)
058. Mischa Barton (Marissa of "The OC")
057. Milla Jovovich (Alice of Resident Evil)
056. Paz Vega (Flor Moreno of Spanglish)
055. Jake Gyllenhaal (Donnie Darko of Donnie Darko)
054. Victoria Silvstedt (Playboy Model)
053. Benjamin Bratt (Eric Matthews of Miss Congeniality)
052. Sophie Marceau (Princess Isabelle of Braveheart)
051. Eric Bana (Bruce Banner of Hulk)
050. Carmen Electra (Sarina of Cheaper by the Dozen 2)
049. Ryan Reynolds (Chris Brander of Just Friends)
048. Paulino Rubio (Latin singer)
047. Rachel Weisz (Evelyn Carnahan of The Mummy)
046. Krista Allen (Jenna of "Baywatch")
045. Evangeline Lilly (Kate in "Lost")
044. Rosario Dawson (Mimi of Rent)
043. Pamela Anderson (C.J. of "Baywatch")
042. Matthew McConaughey (Ben of How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days)
041. Rebecca Romijn (Mystique of X-Men)
040. Nicole Kidman (Isabel Bigelow of Bewitched)
039. Djimon Hounsou (Cinque of Amistad)
038. Sofía Vergara (Cici of Chasing Papi)
037. Taye Diggs (Benjamin of Rent)
036. Kelly Monaco (Samantha McCall in "General Hospital")
035. Jenny McCarthy (Sarah Darling in Scream 3)
034. Valeria Mazza (Argetinian Cindy Crawford)
033. Justin Timberlake (of 'N Sync)
032. Gong Li (Hatsumomo of Memoirs of a Geisha)
031. Shakira (singer/dancer)
030. Eva Longoria (Gabrielle of "Desperate Housewives")
029. Laetitia Casta (French supermodel)
028. 50 Cent (rapper)
027. Elizabeth Hurley (The Devil in Bedazzled)
026. Christian Bale (Batman of Batman Begins)
025. Charlize Theron (Aileen of Monster)
024. Eduardo Verástegui (Thomas of Chasing Papi)
023. Kylie Minogue (singer and the Green Fairy of Moulin Rouge!)
022. Gisele Bündchen (supermodel and Vanessa in Taxi)
021. Jennifer Lopez (Charlie of Monster-in-Law)
020. Jessica Simpson (Daisy Duke of The Dukes of Hazzard)
019. Eva Mendes (Sarah of Hitch)
018. Chris Evans (Johnny Storm of Fantastic Four)
017. Zhang Jin Zha (Boss Orgami of Kill Bill: Vol. 1)
016. Usher (singer and Darrell of In the Mix)
015. Olivier Martinez (Paul Martel or Unfaithful)
014. Scarlett Johansson (Jordan 2 Delta of The Island)
013. Dieux Du Stade (rugby champion team from Paris, France)
012. Rodrigo Santoro (Karl in Love Actually)
011. Raoul Bova (Marcello of Under the Tuscan Sun)
010. Selma Hayek (Lola in After the Sunset)
009. David Beckham (soccer player)
008. Heidi Klum (supermodel)
007. Aishwarya Rai (Miss World 1994 and Bollywood icon)
006. Halle Berry (Catwoman of Catwoman)
005. Monica Bellucci (Magdalen in The Passion of the Christ)
004. Beyoncé Knowles (Foxxy Cleopatra of Austin Powers 3)

003. Jessica Alba (Nancy of Sin City)
002. Brad Pitt (John Smith of Mr. & Mrs. Smith)
001. Angelina Jolie (Jane Smith of Mr. & Mrs. Smith)

puppy fun

Check out these cute dog items!!
The first is just good for them...
The rest are über cute-sy! Hee.

They're a bit dorky, but I'd totally get 'em.

Doggie Dental

Cosmos for Dogs

Puppy Martini

Pooch Take-out

Fashion Possibilities

new year, new quiz

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Started swing dancing.

2. Did you keep your New Year`s resolutions & will you make more for next year?
I don't think I made any last year and my resolutions this year are in the previous post.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
This year... not that I know of.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Not close to me; someone close to my sister though.

5. What countries did you visit?
None.

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
A good job, more money, but mostly, a car.

7. What date(s) from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory & why?
May 14th, my birthday, because I went out swing dancing although it was in the middle of finals! I loved every second and luckily, my grades didn't suffer.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I got tons of A's this semester and didn't do too badly last semester either, but teaching my CYT kids last semester was great. They did an AMAZING job in their performance and I couldn't be prouder!

9. What was your biggest failure?
I got a D+ in geog and another low grade in natural science last semester.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Nope.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
I got a television set for my room in the dorm.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Jeanele got accepted into Australia and although I'm going to miss her, I'm really proud.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled & depressed?
A few.

14. Where did most of your money go?
CYT and the television.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Seriously, getting my new television... It's a big deal for me. Oh, and I'm also stoked that I'm now a Junior!!

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
Um... Any swing dancing song, I suppose.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you wiser? Healthier? Richer?
I've learned a lot about myself and I'm doing better in school, so I guess I could say I am wiser. I have put on a few pounds, not many, and I'm still not excersizing, so I'm probably at the same health level. I feel like I have very little money, but accroding to the bills, I have more than last year. Still not rich at all.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Studying and spending time with good friends.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Stressing and spending time alone, but for now the alone time will have to do.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With the family, I'm sure... just like every year.

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
No, I've never fallen in love.

23. How many one-night stands?
None.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Desperate Housewives... but I have a lot of favorites!!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn`t hate this time last year?
Not hate...

26. What was the best book you read?
Maybe the script for The Colored Museum. It's hilarious.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
I could sing on stage at a coffeehouse, but it's terrifying each time.

28. What did you want & get?
A dvd player.

29. What did you want & not get?
Lancôme Paris, Miracle fragrance.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Probably Rent and The Producers.

31. What did you do on your birthday & how old were you?
As I said earlier, I went swing dancing and turned 19, so it's 2-0 this year!!

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
I don't really have one, so that's why I have it as one of my resolutions this year.

34. What kept you sane?
Music... I need more of it.

35. Who did you miss?
I missed Lauren, as I do every year because she's at school in Fresno.

36. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
It's okay to depend on others, because that might be exactly what you need.

37. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"It's okay to cry. Forget I ever said it. Will you forgive me if I lie?"
"Something they never teach in school, how to get you!"
"I should stop trying to get someone that I'll only waste my time on."
-- -- -- "Kinda Like You" by Statia Conger (a local singer/songwriter)

resolutions

1 - Develop a style of my own.

2 - Read more books.

3 - Save up money for New York.

4 - Write in my blog more.

5 - Record my life in my journal regularly.

6 - Continue my cutdown on drinking.

7 - Allow myself to try at a real relationship.

8 - Stay away from smoking and drugs.

9 - Stop caring about what others might think.

10 - Get more control over my emotions.

christmas

the producers

I loved it on Broadway. It was one of the best shows on Broadway... AND I got to see it with the original two, Nathan Lane and Matthew Broderick!! It was exciting and hilarious and couldn't get enough. Now, the movie is coming out and I am nearly holding my breath waiting to see it.

With Rent coming to theatres less than a month ago, I feel spoiled with this sudden love for musical theatre in the movies! I am so glad that I have had the chance to see so many of these Broadway stories come to life on the screen. Chicago and the Phantom were, of course, different from the stage performances, but exciting none-the-less. I intend on purchasing each of these for my own collection of Broadway shows. Chicago, down. Many more to go!

merry christmas, me

I am thinking about buying myself an AIDS Bracelet for Christmas to support the cause. I've been wanting to get one for a while now. Jeanele has one and it would be within my budget to get the $25 bracelet. As long as the quality of that bracelet is good, then that is what I'm going to get. No matter how small an effort, it would still make a difference!

tinker bell

I saw The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe today and it was great! My dad and I went to see it on our day together. The kids in the movie were great and the CGI was perfect. Afterwards, we ate at California Pizza Kitchen, and I had my favorite, Spinach and Artichoke Dip with a BBQ Chicken Pizza and a Diet Coke. Mmm... We stopped by the Apple store and headed home. Since then, I did nothing but play online and watch tv, so I found a cute Disney site. At this Disney Fairies webpage, I figured out that I am most like Tinker Bell. She was the coolest thing to see at Disneyland... Tink flying past the castle in front of the fireworks.

I LOVED it!

kissables

Try 'em. They're good! Hee.

I saw the Junior Theatre production of A Charlie Brown Christmas today and it was great! I definitely recommend the show to anyone who loves the old comics or just wants to bring their kids to a fun show. Alright, I have plenty of studying left to do and a reflection paper to write, so have a nice night.

nostalgia

I don't want another
You see I am always waitin'
I'm hopelessly taken by you


Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever
Said that life's
An easy thing
That's the beauty of it
When you lose your way
Close your eyes
'N' go to sleep
Wake up to
Another day


But I'm not going to wait when the moments vanish so fast
'Cuz every kiss is a kiss you can never take back

i'm just born to be bad

1. Have you ever been drunk? Yes.
2. How old were you the first time you got drunk? 18.
3. Have you ever gotten/given digits while intoxicated? Yes.
4. Have you ever 'drunk dialed'? Yes, I stopped doing it completely, till last weekend.
5. Have you ever been drunk in front of family members? No.
6. Have you ever had to cover up the fact that you were drunk? Just walking straight, but nothing big.
7. Have you ever been arrested for any alcohol related crime? No.
8. Have you ever hooked-up with someone while drunk? Kissed, yes.
9. Ever forgot their name? Yes.
10. When was the last time you were drunk? Last Friday was the second time in two months.
11. Have you ever been on a drunken binge? I don't think so.
12. Do you need alcohol to have a good time? No.
13. What kind of alcohol gets you the most intoxicated? Anything, I'm a light-weight.
14. Favorite liquor: Umm... Cosmos.
15. Favorite beer: None.
16. Have you ever woken up after a night of drinking and found out that you are STILL drunk? No.
17. Have you ever swam drunk? No.
18. What kind of a drunk are you? Happy every time but two.
19. Is alcohol like "truth serum" to you? Quite possibly, not too bad if so.
20. Favorite drinking partner: Lauren and any GOOD FRIENDS!!
21. Favorite bar: The Kava Lounge!! (I can't drink yet... but I work at the door)
22. Have you ever completely blacked out? Once.
23. Have you ever puked from drinking? 3 times.
24. Have you ever had the 'crying drunks'? Once, when I was completely stressed out.
25. Can you still do physical activity while intoxicated? I guess.
26. Have you ever gotten into a drunken fight? No.
27. Who is the most annoying drunk that you know? There are a few.
28. Who is the most flirtatious drunk? I'm pretty bad, when I'm having fun.
29. Do you have a drunken nickname? I don't think so.
30. Have you received a 'booty call'? Yeah, gross.
31. Ever fallen asleep next to the toilet? No.
32. Have you ever woken up with random cuts, scrapes, and bruises that you don't remember getting? I do when I'm sober, so nothing in particular.
33. Have you ever woken up next to someone you didn't know? No.
34. Have you ever been hit on by someone way older than you? Yes, I just try to politely change the subject.
35. What's the worst 'buzz kill'? Snobby girls.
36. Have you ever dated a bartender or bouncer? Yes.
37. Do you ever say to yourself, "Dang i need a drink"? Not anymore.
38. Do strangers ever buy you drinks? Yes.
39. Have you ever drank too much on a date? I don't drink on dates.
40. Is there anything that you refuse to drink? A lot of things!

i am just obsessed

There are 74 bands in this photo, and I am trying to find them all!!

[[click here for the link to the collage]]

Comment if you have any guesses.

1. Green Day
2. Black Crowes
3. Iron Maiden
4. Smashing Pumpkins
5. Guns N' Roses
6. Gorillaz
7. Whitesnake
8. The Rolling Stones
9. Radiohead
10. Scissor Sisters
11. Garbage
12. Talking Heads
13. B-52s
14. Hole
15. Black Flag
16. White Zombie
17. Dead Kennedys
18. The Pixies
19. Alice In Chains
20. U2
21. Matchbox Twenty
22. The Beach Boys
23. Blind Melon
24. 50 Cent
25. Sex Pistols
26. Queen
27. Korn
28. Red Hot Chili Peppers
29. Madonna
30. Eagles
31. The Doors
32. Prince
33. Eels
34. Seal
35. Go-Go's
36. Led Zeppelin
37. Cowboy Junkies
38. The Postal Service
39. Blur
40. The Lemonheads
41. Eminem
42. The Police
43. Dinosaur Jr
44. Phish
45. Spoon
46. Ratt
47. Jewel
48. Crowded House
49. Kiss
50. Blondie
51. Cypress Hill
52. Nine Inch Nails
53. White Stripes
54. Cornershop
55. The Carpenters
56. Bee Gees
57. Great White
58. Deep Purple
59. Pink
60. Pet Shop Boys
61. Yellowman
62. Cake
63. Scorpions
64. Cranberries
65. The Cars
66. The Roots
67. Pavement
68. Skinny Puppy
69. Twisted Sister

[[Above: the answers are right. Below: they are all guesses]]

70. The Manic Street Preachers
71. The Subway
72. Sex Shop
73. Bush
74. The Blues Brothers