5.07.2008

scares & morning "night"mares

littleprincess, originally uploaded by andaria.


I'm so stressed that I'm having nightmares about school.

I woke up this morning close to tears because I dreamt that a teacher told me my work was satisfactory. He didn't tell me that it was bad or that I was wrong. He told me that the answer I thought could be right was, in fact, barely sufficient.

I didn't not do the work. I always do it. My fear is that the work I do will not be enough. Will not be sufficient. Will fall short of the expected excellence. Why do I even care when my intended goal is to simply pass the class?

I'm sick of being stressed, tired, emotional, and without an appetite.


Gems:
trip to Little Italy
photography adventure
cute shops
afternoon showers
rides with friends

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